Friday, October 28, 2011

无题

一会儿思索,一会儿沉醉;
一个人烦躁,一个人体会;
盼望过,也绝望过,却无法彻底放弃;
好比死后挣扎,迷茫的,徒劳的;
无奈的心情比上忧伤来得更深刻,更难以抒怀。

发现了自己的渺小,发现了世界的残酷;
很多东西并不是自己能够掌握的,更别妄想要驾驭之;

活在自己的世界太久,己难分真实假象;
你希望美梦被惊醒吗?
回顾过往,发觉幻想太多,
就像为自己编写小说,设定梦寐以求的情节,
独乐乐的享受是难以形容的。

另一种说法是每个人应活在自己的世界里,
只有坚定的活在自己的世界里,才能做完一些事情;
若一颗心放出去,面对众多标准和概念的干扰,
该如何走路大概都是一个问题;
一条狭窄的小路走到黑头,胜似在人群熙嚷的大广场里游荡徘徊。
在广场里若只学会游戏和娱乐,失去方向没有目标,而那个孤单且坚定的人却已经上路了。

人生如梦,是是非非分不清;
黑白之间必有灰,也没有所谓的对与错;
个人基础很重要,必须持续不断的磨炼;
根基打得好,房屋才能建得高,建得稳。

2 comments:

hademay said...

if i could, i would, but i couldn't write like you...never really good in words, no matter how much i try.
this is one of your strong qualities, and maybe with this, you have the power to change something or someone.
there are no cage worst than the one you create in your mind, and only you have the key...
My dearest, I wish you can unlock yourself...maybe the world is not such a bad place after all :)
always love you

Eaven Sun Lee Peng said...

You are always being the first person who gives me words, whenever I need. I feel like i am in the middle of the road now, i got lost before but every time when comes to certain situation that involves self improvement and choices, I could hardly make a decision. It's just part of the hardest challenges that I am facing now. My thought and the way I determine myself and others are, somehow, 'killing me'. I know myself is the key to unlock everything. =) love you too!