Friday, July 16, 2010

Bad Day

I couldn't sleep well recently.
Have I been living a stressful life for the past few weeks?
I went to bed at before 12am,
But, I could only sleep at around 2 or 3am,
why is this happened?

When can I run out from this circle?
It's so suffering and agonizing!
Lack of sleep can lead to many problems,
Which is not only physically but also mentally.

I had a sleepless night yesterday which is quite common,
many things flashed through my mind ,
I kept thinking and thinking...
It ended up with - headache & paracetamol.
Am I just paranoid? I wish I am not.

I woke up at 9 o'clock this morning,
I felt jaded, definitely not in good mood.
When i was having part-time job training,
I could hardly memorize the given information.

During the role play session,
I was totally in sleeping mode & my brain couldn't function well.
I was failed to give a good answer when the girl asked me question.
But it doesn't matter, I'll practise more at home.

I had a good meal with my good friend, May.
More than 2 hours of chatting & laughing! 
She woke up early today, just to fetch me.
Fetching me to go and come back.
Thanks to her. May, I love you. *u made my day*
Whenever I feel unpleasant, I don't want to stay here anymore.
You know, I don't like to be bounded! I need space!
I wish someone would just take me away.
Like Taylor Swift's love story: Just escape this town for a little while...
But I'm not as lucky as Juliet, she has Romeo and I don't have.

I'm desperate in need of a car!
At least when I feel pressured,
I can go to somewhere else instead of staying in the same place.
To relieve tension, calm down and breath!
I really enjoy driving slowly and listen to the music.

God, you don't give me a wing,
But please...
God, give me a car,
at least I can drive away.
God, can you hear me?

May. Eaven. Fellxion.
I'm glad that I've found loyal friends. 
They made me understand of what a true friend should be *wink*

Family is always the top. But friends are essential.


Bell's said...

what makes you so stressful? anything you wanna share? anyway, hope you're okay, as i see you've a smile on your lovely face~~and YES! friends are such important in every aspect, appreciate it ah ^^

Eaven Sun Lee Peng said...

Bell~~ Thanks for your concern. Don't worry, I'll be better soon. Most of the things that bothering me are those related to my own personality and my dreams. If I could overcome it, I'll be at a higher level ady =)

andy chan said...

sometimes think too much is not a good matter....find some ways that you like to release your stress...take care

hade_may said...

blive me i know a thing or 2 about sleepless nite, can try writting out ur thoughts^^
by doing so can lessen up d knots, reduce confusion n give u a bigger pic about ur totd n dreams
d most important thing is, if u r having sleepless nite, dun stay on d bed! do another tgs, anytg! cos it will only cos more frastration. do another tgs, wriiting can b good, or simply exercise, after awhile only come back to d bed

ned a fren? u can call me out anytime ya^^ even late at nite
take care of urself

Eaven Sun Lee Peng said...

Andy,I think I should have a short-term staying in

Eaven Sun Lee Peng said...

May, that's a great way! I've tried writing out my thoughts last time, it really worked but didn't last long. After a few days, thing come back again. Nowadays, I used to drink a chocolate milk before going to bed. ^^ thanks! I'm okay!

Andy Chan said...

NONO...not in temple...I learn some ways for not thinking much...follow this advice..."study till hard hard during weekdays,play hard hard during weekend". haha

Eaven Sun Lee Peng said...

Andy, study? I'll graduate in next month, I'm having a month of holiday now~ no need to study anymore but need to find a good job. Sigh...need to think properly of what job is really suitable for me...headache again...

Andy Chan said...

Seems like i outdated liao...haha..then hard hard go interview looo....haha...all the best for searching job...:p...anyway, cheer up...searching for a job was really enjoy your holidayzzz while you are still jobless..good luck..

Eaven Sun Lee Peng said...

Thanks ^^